Keep on going
Thats what I have been doing. I have had a long journey, I know that. I have gone through so much junk, know that too. Its been a long and frustrating journey, a rewarding one also.
That being said, sometimes I wonder if my body just wants to retain fat.
Is that possible?
Ok, so I exercise my BUTT off, I mean at least 4x a week, for about 1 hour at a time. I take body combat and body pump classes at my gym (LOVE THEM) and I count my calories religiously. I am not going to quit, don’t think that at all.
But after all this work, the 2 weeks came to weigh in and I lost 1 pound.
ONE STINKING POUND!
What gives? Does my body enjoy being fat?
I am not discouraged, don’t get me wrong. I know all the “oh its probably water weight” or “is it that time of the month?” I know all of that, but is it really possible for a body to want to retain its fat?
I am bound and determined to get to my goal sometime in my life. I never dreamed it would be that hard.
I never knew how hard this was. I mean, losing the last pounds is the hardest thing ever.
I now have the uttmost respect for people who have 20, 30, 40 lbs to lose. It is HARD!
So I am not discouraged but I am disappointed, I think that is acceptable!
Hopefully my body gets with the program and loses some weight! It was easier to lose weight when I weighed 300! I ate a lot more and didn’t exercise!
Now I am in the best shape of my life, I am stronger than ever and toning. So I’m sure that is part of it too.
But, come on, I want that number to MOVE!!!!!!
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